great evening

well......it was really great. she came out with me......well..ofcourse not for a date .....but it was really nice. i desperately wanted to know her more.....always. with her i really feel so nice....she is really the most amazing of all.
.........but when i think that the freindship from my part is not actually real and its actually love.....i feel.....bad.

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I thought I loved you.........
..but,.....I try not to think of you when I open my eyes,....and try not to dream of you when I close them.
In fear of your answer I never try to ask........and in fear of loosing you...I pretend to be true.
Thus I know I am mad...........really mad.......about you.